Merry Christmas From Angel Lee!

In Loving Memory of
Lee Henry Aguilera
October 17, 1974 - August 14, 2000

Well my friends, where has the year gone. Every second, minute, hour, day, month and year to all of us are the same now, things never seem to change any more, and they probably never will. Every year consists of many different things for each and every one of us.

For me, I think this year has been one of my worst. My illness ms I have had to fight with for many years now, each day a struggle, but I have got by. After Lee left me though
it did take a toll on me, but I am not a person that will give up, although this year I really felt that I wanted too.

As most of you know, I did sign myself into a clinic a few months back for a number of reasons, depression was one of them, and the number one reason. While there I did learn
a lot about myself, and how my life had changed since I lost my Lee, which before I really didn't know how much.

I missed you all, and still do, but until I finish my book which has taken me much longer than what I wanted it to, if you don't hear from me, that it what I am doing.

I think of you and your ANGEL'S everyday, within my prayers.

On a much brighter note, although Christmas is suppose to be one of the most beautiful holiday's of the year, to all of us it is just like any other day.

For all our ANGEL'S lets try and make it a happy one, they see us, they are always here, and watching over us, they want us to be happy, and as hard as that is for us, lets do it for them.

Thank you again my dear friends for being in my life, your friendships mean more to me than you will ever know.

HAVE A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS EVERYONE
HEALTH AND HAPPINESS TO YOU ALL IN 2011
MY LOVE ALWAYS
Sue-Anne/LEE

Another Christmas without you
Eleven years have come and gone
I Pray with all my heart you are AT PEACE AND EVERLASTING AT REST
But I will always be missing you my Son

As the tree starts getting decorated
Ornaments are hanging once again
Your six soldiers hanging in a row
Although not the same as it was back when

I still remember when you picked those out
Although you were only two or three
But still after all these years
They are still so dear to me

Things that you made or bought me
I still bring out every year
When going to set things up
There is no doubt my eyes FILL UP AGAIN WITH TEARS

Through all those tears
Most of them turn to laughter
With 25 years of you in my life
They will remain in my heart FROM NOW TILL EVER AFTER

I put a smile on my face
Especially for Amy Megan and Dad
But since the day you left
It will never be the same smile I USED TO HAVE

This is just not about Christmas
Every holiday, or just any day
Things will never be the same
Since the day you went away

I do try and think of how beautiful HEAVEN MUST BE
Selfish on my part, YES
But I would do anything to bring you home AGAIN TO ME

I know though that can never happen
GOD had a special plan for you
I just have to keep believing I will HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS ONE DAY
Until then my heart will remain forever blue

But being that it is Christmas
Celebrating THE BIRTH OF CHRIST
Doves flying, Angel's start to sing
Although very hard, I have to believe
OUR FATHER GETS US THROUGH WITH THE LOVE THAT HE BRINGS

Merry Christmas My ANGEL In that Beautiful Place Above
Around The Tree, At The Table
I WILL MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART
AS ALWAYS, SENDING YOU ALL MY LOVE

MY LOVE AS ALWAYS
MOM
Written By Sue-Anne Aguilera

LEE'S BROWN TEDDIES ARE ALWAYS AROUND, EVEN AT CHRISTMAS,
AND AT THE MAUSELIUM WHERE HE RESTS.

MY DEAR FRIEND LINDA RICE, TINA'S MAMA MADE THIS FOR ME A FEW YEARS BACK,
TO USE IT FOR CHRISTMAS MEANS A LOT TO ME.
THANK YOU SO MUCH LINDA.

Thank You Linda And Angel Tina For The Two Above Gifts
Tina's Memorial Site

THANK YOU SO MUCH MARIA FOR LETTING ME USE THIS BEAUTIFUL GIFT
THAT SUSIE, JASON'S MAMA MADE FOR YOU.
THANK YOU MARIA

Thank You Susie And Angel Jason.
Jason's Christmas Web Page

THANK YOU ETERNAL FRIEND FOR MAKING THIS FOR ME

THANK YOU ETERNAL FRIEND FOR SHARING VICTOR IN A BEAUTIFUL GIFT.

THANK YOU ETERNAL FRIEND AND ANGEL VICTOR
Treasured Thoughts

THANK YOU SARALYN AND ANGEL ROBBIE
Robbie's Christmas Page

Thank You Saralyn, This Is For All Our ANGEL'S.
Robbie's Memorial Site

Thank You Christine And Angel Deborah For The Two Gifts Above
Remembering Deborah

Thank You Shirley And Angel Laurie For The Two Gifts Above
In Loving Memory of Laurie Baer

Thank You Patti And Angel Dustin
Christmas Gathering

THANK YOU AGAIN ETERNAL FRIEND AND VICTOR.

Thank you Ann for letting your Laura be part of my Lee's Christmas page.
In Loving Memory of Laura Ann Kimble

Thank You Donna And Angels Corey And Michelle
Corey and Michelle's Christmas Page

MY DEAREST MARIA ONCE AGAIN YOU HAVE OUT DONE YOURSELF. I KNOW I HAVE SAID IT SO MANY TIMES
BUT I CAN'T SAY IT ENOUGH HOW GRATEFUL I AM FOR YOU ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME.
THANK YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.