In Loving Memory of
Austin Daniel Antram
Became An Angel On May 7, 1998

This page is my memorial to my son, Austin Daniel Antram, who I lost to a miscarriage
at 18 weeks gestation. I also wish to include include 4 angel babies to represent Austin's siblings
who I also lost to miscarriage. I truly believe all 5 of my angel babies are together.

This is a beautiful and loving gift to Angel Austin from my dear friend, Carol, mom to Angel Michael.

These two special gifts for Angel Austin are from my friend Marie.
You can visit her website for her son Rob here ~
Rob Northrop's Site.

Angels In Heaven
~Higher Faith~

It happened so fast everything was a blur
And everyone came by and said how sorry they were.
I knew that they meant well So I tried to force a smile
And they said I should be thankful that I had him for a while

But now all my friends and my family have gone home
I am just left here sitting with my memories all alone
I've always heard that God does everything right
I just wish My Angels weren’t in Heaven tonight

I know there are some things beyond our control
And some things only God can decide
That won’t stop this hurting that I feel in my soul
I just wish my angels weren’t in Heaven tonight

Oh I know there are some things beyond our control
Some things only God can decide.
Oh But that won’t stop this hurting that I feel in my soul
I just wish my Angels weren’t in Heaven tonight

God won’t you please Kiss my Angels Good Night
Good Night

Sadly I do not know the other sexes, they were all to early. Austin was the only one I named. He was so real to me. I watched him pass away on the ultrasound. The only other idea I have is a sun and moon which represent my 2 living children and 5 stars around them. That has always been something for me.

To Mommy

I'm just a little baby boy
who didn't quite make it there.
I had to go be with Jesus,
but I'm waiting for you there.

Don't fret about me Mommy
I'm of God's lambs most blest.
I'd had loved to stay there with you,
but the Shepherd knows what's best.

Many dwell here where I live
Waited years to enter in.
Struggled through a world of sorrow,
and their lives were marred with sin.

So sweet Mommy don't you cry
wipe those tears and chase the gloom,
I wanted more time to stay there with you,
instead of coming here straight from your womb.

Thank you for the life you gave me
I'd have loved to have brought it fame.
But if I'd linger in Earth's shadows,
might instead have brought it shame.

Daddy gave me something for you,
It's our secret Mommy dear.
He pressed it tight against my forehead,
and whispered in my tiny ear.

I'll be waiting for you Mommy,
Daddy and the other kids too,
I'll be waiting for you to hold me,
then Daddy's kiss I'll give to you.
~ Author unknown

How very softly you tiptoed into my world;
Almost silently, only a moment you stayed
But what an imprint your footprints left upon my heart~
-Author Unknown-

Mothers Dream

I carried you so lovingly,
Within my gentle womb...
And little did I realize,
Your life would end too soon.

I never got the chance to say
"I love you, little one"...
Before I held you in my arms,
Your life on earth was done.

The grief is indescribable,
To lose a child this way...
All the many hopes and dreams,
Just vanished on that day.

I know I'll see the sun shine bright
Upon my baby's face...
When I finally get to heaven,
All my pain will be erased.

We'll soar the skies together,
As angels two by two...
We’ll have a sweet reunion
This mother's dream come true.
~Unknown Author~

The Cord

We are connected,
My child and I,
By an invisible cord
Not seen by the eye.
It's not like the cord
That connects us 'til birth
This cord can't be seen
By any on Earth.
This cord does its work
Right from the start.
It binds us together
Attached to my heart.
I know that it's there
Though no one can see the invisible cord
From my child to me.
The strength of this cord
Is hard to describe.
It can't be destroyed
It can't be denied.
It's stronger than any cord
Man could create
It withstands the test
Can hold any weight.
And though you are gone,
Though you're not here with me,
The cord is still there
But no one can see.
It pulls at my heart
I am bruised...I am sore,
But this cord is my lifeline
As never before.
I am thankful that God
Connects us this way
A mother and child
Death can't take it away!
~ Author Unknown

Child Of My Heart

Clothes that will not be worn
Toys that will not be loved
Diapers that will not be wet
Rooms that will not be shared
A face that will never be seen
A memory that will always be kept

Child of My Heart
I'll not hear your laughter
Nor dry your tears
I'll not help you to walk
Nor stop you from falling
I'll not hold your hand nor let it go
I'll not share your joys
Nor chase your fears away
I have only the memories…
Of a life that never lived
~Unknown Author~

These three images below are gifts to Austin from my dear friend, Pammi.

Dear Kristie
A Precious Child
Now A Beautiful ANGEL

In Loving Memory of Lee Henry Aguilera

My ANGEL Son Michael

A friend can hear a tear drop.

This webpage is created
In Loving Memory of Austin Daniel Antram
on March 5, 2003
Last updated: May 5, 2017
© 2003 - 2017

Thank you to my dear friends, Sheri and Joyce, for all your help
with the tags for Austin's page.

Maria's Tribute to Christopher